What Happened?

During the past few months, I probably made over 100 decisions as to what to do with my life. At the start of summer, I was expecting to go back to Fort Smith for college. That changed for some reason. As the summer days went on, I chose to move to Grande Prairie Alberta. I looked at apartments and applied to a few. They declined my application as my credit isn't too high. By the time August came around, I decided to go home to Liard to visit. On August 15th, I left Hay River and 7 hrs later I was in Fort Liard. I had only hoped to be there for 2 weeks at most. 20 days later I ended up leaving Liard. The place where I am now is a place I had not imagined myself living, I am in Whitehorse Yukon. I have been here since September 6. I knew that it was going to be challenging to find a place as well as a job. Almost 3 weeks have passed and I still don't have my own place or a job. Its really getting to me all this not working. I sent in my application to numerous places, I even went to a job interview as well as a weekend of training. The only "job" I have at the moment is a facilitator at a youth group. Sometimes I feel as though I can't make it :( on top of that, I have to put up with the constant complaining and fighting with my other half. Everyday she gets mad at me for no reason at all. Every time she gets mad at me, she ends up crying or bringing up past BS in her life to blame herself. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO...I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP