As 2011 gets underway, for the first time in my life, I have nowhere to go or no immediate plans for work. I was supposed to go to work for the Lands Department for the Local Band but it has been postponed until March. The ADK Band want me to go to college for Power Engineering but I don't meet some of the entrance requirements.
I applied for work in several places and have yet to receive a response. I can go to work in Hay River but I need a ride there and I have no money at the moment. There is a job opening in Fort Smith, but I need to find my own place there as well as get a ride there.
I would like to return to Whitehorse to work, but I need to find a full time job. I want to work anywhere but I just don't want ANY job at the moment. I want to do something that I enjoy.
There are several things I want to accomplish this year, getting my passport is one of them, I will also retire from competitive soccer at the end of the season.
I have long term goals to travel to Las Vegas and Ibiza one day. But I need to take care of other things in order for me to reach my goals.
This not working is really getting to me, its frustrating going to sleep each night with a sense of failure and I am not one step closer to any of my goals.
I know people say the light is brighter at the end of the tunnel but I've been stuck in the tunnel for too long. They tell me to not give up but I try to keep my head up and every day is the same thing. Giving up seems like a better option at this point.
Whenever I ask people for advice, they always say stuff to cheer me up. They don't offer me solutions for if they know of any jobs I'd be interested in. I don't Fucken need sympathy or "gee" "sucks" "shitty" or "ooh".
If your not helping me with a solution, then you are part of the problem and Fuck you.
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